Saturday, June 29, 2019

My friend shared this with me today. After reading it felt empowered and jolted at the same time. Mixed emotions. Liberated and bounded the same time. This is such a sad state. Humans judge other humans on basis of what! I brought me to the very realisation that very moment; a reflection of what I have been party to all this while in my life. I accepted so many things because I thought of myself as one or more of those things listed in there. 
All this while I knew I am not those things, but constantly fought for people to see that too. In my mind I was always those things. 
All this while I have been fighting for people to see my smile, but accustomed to what they are used to looking at.
All this while I was focused on reading the books that that I could talk to people about.
All this while I was focused on making my home good, and not on making my home.
All this while I was living a lie, knowing it is a lie!
Not focusing in what I am, I made others look at me like that too!

I am my mistakes too and I accept it. From here on I am growing..